Stream of Consciousness

So I just started this and I already missed about five days. Oh well. I said I'd probably miss a few days and it doesn't really matter if I do. so I'm going to visit a graduate school this saturday. I'm pretty excited about that. I am applying for a government internship program that will pay for my tuition and give me a good monthly stipend. It's supposedly very competitive though so I don't know if I'll make it. I need to start writing down questions to ask when I visit the campus. I don't know what to say now. I'm doing this right now in my seminar class, because I have some free time, and nothing else really that I need to do. It's crazy that this is my senior year of college. I can't believe four years have almost gone by. it's been a wild few years, too. I don't know if I'm ready to go out into the world yet. that's so weird. I hope I do ok in life. I mean i've been doing ok so far, sort of. I don't know. My friend Tiffany is going to Iraq soon. I can't stand thinking about her going over there. I wish it wouldn't happen. I never wanted her to join the army and leave home in the first place, but she wanted to so I supported her. But she hates it now anyway, so oh well. I don't know what to  write now. I've been busy lately. I've got the annual school phone-a-thon that I signed up to work at. I don't mind calling people but it gets tedious asking for money and saying the same thing over and over again. I signed up to get some money. It's minimum wage for three hours a night. That's not too bad for sitting around calling people all night. I need to make up my work hours at school. I go to a college that requires students to work ten hours a week. The work helps pay for tuition. I'm behind about eight hours. My job is on the recycling crew. it's an ok job, but I liked my old one in Public relations better. I got a new laptop this weekend. I'm so excited about it. My old computer was six years old and had lots of viruses. My dad wants it now. He's so funny. He keeps asking for it, but I have to transfer my files to my new computer. My new one has Windows 7 and it has 500 gb. I'm so excited! I do a lot with photography and graphic design so that's great. I know it's weird that I don't have a mac since I do a lot of graphic stuff, but I just can't afford one. maybe some other time. but windows seven is actually really great. It's a little similar to mac. of course there are a lot of differences. but I like the way it works. Anyway. I think I'll stop now. I've done enough for one day I guess. I don't know though. It's sort of therapeutic just typing without really caring what I write.