Hello I'm back again to do this. I'm watching this 2012 documentary. I wonder if the world really will end that year. I don't know if I believe it or not. It's kind of weird. People freaked out that the world would end in 2000 but it didn't. People have always freaked out that the world would end. it's so weird. I don't know. My mom's always talked about it. Not that she believes it but she thinks it's interesting and even possible. My parents are very christian and they think the world will end sometime soon, but first they think Jesus will come back and take all his followers before the terrible stuff happens. I don't know about that either. I guess I'll know when the time comes. Either way, it's all very interesting. I don't know what else to say really. I've been home this weekend. I meant to bake cookies with my little sister today, but we didn't get to it. I wrote an article for the newspaper today and I need to work on some stories and poems for my creative writing class on Tuesday. Polished submissions are due that day. I should have worked on them earlier, but I am a procrastinator. It really sucks but that's me I guess. I have an idea for a novel, but I don't know if I can get enough polished pages by tuesday to submit that. I can try though. I don't have anything else to turn in. Well, This has been a really short entry, but I'm going to stop now.

Hello again everyone who probably doesn't read this. I don't blame you. I don't know if I would read the aimless ramblings of some random girl I didn't know either. It's weird I guess but It's me. I am weird. so I'm sitting obviously I'm sitting but writing and I don't know what to write now. I have to write an article about the school play tonight. It's The Taming of the Shrew. I don't know if I'll even be able to understand it. I know that ten things I hate about you was based on it. I love that movie so maybe I will like the play. It's not set in shakespearian times though. It's set in the 1800's wild west. that's kind of different. I kind of wish I'd read it, but that's a shakespeare play I haven't read. I haven't read a lot but I've read a few. I know Romeo and Juliet and a midsummer Night's dream and also much ado about nothing. I enjoyed them but I had to have companion notes to understand some of the things. It wouldn't have made much sense at all if I hadn't. Oh I've also read Othello. I don't really like the tragedy's much, but I do like the comedies. I like how I spelled tragedies wrong up there but I'm not going to fix it. Oh well so I don't know what to write now. I'm pretty tired. I'm always tired. I need to find my stuff for tomorrow. I wonder what I'm going to have for dinner. I don't want to have the school's food. It's not that good. I think I'll get some spaghetti from the italian restaurant on the square. They make the best pizza too. hmm now do I want pizza or spaghetti. I don't know! this is so dumb. I'm debating on what to eat with myself. but I guess everybody does it in their minds and that's what this project is about. I'm writing a book. I've got a basic plot and characters, but there are still some things I need to flesh out. I'm also working on a collection of poems and prose about the elements. But that is a farther back task. That's less important right now in my mind than the book I'm writing. If I get tired of the book, I can do the poems for a while. I need to figure out what to do with my book. I don't want to write my ideas here, just because I don't want anyone to know the story till the end. My favorite author is JK Rowling. I love the Harry Potter books. Yes I'm one of those Harry Potter geeks. Actually, I'm a nerdfighter but I can get into that later. I'm a super geek because I even listen to Harry Potter rock bands and podcasts. yup geek. Ok I'm a nerdfighter because...well everyone who knows what a nerdfighter is knows why I'm a nerdfighter because they are probably a nerdfighter too! ok I think I should put this stuff out of it's misery and stop now. i'm so weird.

Hello welcome to my world. a world of bla. I don't know exactly what I'm saying here, but that's ok. It's what I'm thinking at the moment so I'll say it. I wonder where Jenna went. She was sitting right beside me, but now she's not here anymore. I have so many things I need to remember about the weeks to come. And so many things to do too. I have to get a dress for our school's madrigals. I also have to write a story for the paper. I have to find out when the dj thing will happen. I tried out to be a dj at my college's new radio station and I made it! I am so excited yet nervous about that. It's pretty cool and it will help with my resume. I'm a communications major, so every little bit helps. I'm also applying for grad school, so I need to finish my essay and send it in so I can apply for the internship that would pay for it. If I don't get the internship, I can't go to grad school because I don't have the money to pay for it myself. I need to think of everything I have to do and write it all down. If I don't I'll miss something and that wouldn't be good. I like to try to be organized but it doesn't work very well. I took the Myers-Briggs personality test today with the school counselor. It turns out I'm an INFJ. I can't remember what the letters mean at the moment except the first one means i'm an introvert. That's pretty true. he went over everything and when he was explaining what the letters meant, it was like he was explaining me. It was kind of weird, but it felt good to know that I'm not a crazy person. I hope. anyway. i think that's about it for now. 

So I just started this and I already missed about five days. Oh well. I said I'd probably miss a few days and it doesn't really matter if I do. so I'm going to visit a graduate school this saturday. I'm pretty excited about that. I am applying for a government internship program that will pay for my tuition and give me a good monthly stipend. It's supposedly very competitive though so I don't know if I'll make it. I need to start writing down questions to ask when I visit the campus. I don't know what to say now. I'm doing this right now in my seminar class, because I have some free time, and nothing else really that I need to do. It's crazy that this is my senior year of college. I can't believe four years have almost gone by. it's been a wild few years, too. I don't know if I'm ready to go out into the world yet. that's so weird. I hope I do ok in life. I mean i've been doing ok so far, sort of. I don't know. My friend Tiffany is going to Iraq soon. I can't stand thinking about her going over there. I wish it wouldn't happen. I never wanted her to join the army and leave home in the first place, but she wanted to so I supported her. But she hates it now anyway, so oh well. I don't know what to  write now. I've been busy lately. I've got the annual school phone-a-thon that I signed up to work at. I don't mind calling people but it gets tedious asking for money and saying the same thing over and over again. I signed up to get some money. It's minimum wage for three hours a night. That's not too bad for sitting around calling people all night. I need to make up my work hours at school. I go to a college that requires students to work ten hours a week. The work helps pay for tuition. I'm behind about eight hours. My job is on the recycling crew. it's an ok job, but I liked my old one in Public relations better. I got a new laptop this weekend. I'm so excited about it. My old computer was six years old and had lots of viruses. My dad wants it now. He's so funny. He keeps asking for it, but I have to transfer my files to my new computer. My new one has Windows 7 and it has 500 gb. I'm so excited! I do a lot with photography and graphic design so that's great. I know it's weird that I don't have a mac since I do a lot of graphic stuff, but I just can't afford one. maybe some other time. but windows seven is actually really great. It's a little similar to mac. of course there are a lot of differences. but I like the way it works. Anyway. I think I'll stop now. I've done enough for one day I guess. I don't know though. It's sort of therapeutic just typing without really caring what I write.